HOLY CRAP!!!

I haven't been on here in, like, AGES!!! I'm OLD!!
So... a monumental moment is upon us. The greatest fanfic of all time, TOSOT, is finally nearing it's end.
Man, I can't even remember the first time I read it. Maybe back around... 2007-2008? I dunno.
But yet, this gives me an irrie combination of happyness and sad.
I'm happy cause after five long years of hard work, Mara gets to finish something that has been dominant on her since her late teens (I think. Kill me, I'm naieve

) and the effort really shows. I'm positivley proud of you, Mara. You are, indeed, one of my biggest heros.

Yet it saddens me cause not only is this the very end of a great story, possibly the greatest story I personally have ever read in my entire freakin' life, but..... uhhh....
not that I'd want you guys to throttle me a new one or anything but....
I still haven't caught myself up with a majority of things. All I know is that there's the emotion rooms involved (

), a BIG betrayal by a certain "llama lover" and our good old boy genius has come to his senses after who knows how long. But apart from those small details, I don't really know the epic scenes in detail that accomapnied these epic stuff.
Now your instant guess as to why I haven't caught up with TOSOT yet until it's very end might be because of my once envious jelousy towards Mara's great, beatuful and powerful writing skilllllzzzzz (

). I mean, it's like she can command the writing gods to dispose themselves to her will and all.
But in all actuality, that assumption isn't true. School, family, frienship, church, school work, shot attention spans and my utter laziness are the real reasons to my inattentiveness of catching up with anything TOSOT related. I mean, so much stuff is dumped on me that I rarely had the time to read any more chapters. Since last year, I've been doing "TOSOT" readings with Athena over the phone so I could read all the chapters without feeling like a incompetant writing failure, though also due to her busy schedule, we havn't gotten any farther than the 2nd volume. So yeah, I have ALOT, and I mean
ALOT to catch up on.
All in all, as sad as I am to see it go bye-bye, I also can't help but congradulate you, Mara, for a phenominal job well done and a Writer's Nobel Prize worthy for your excellent and tireless efforts in putting together such a great, timeless story (well, timeless for me,

). You, Mara my dear, will undoubtingly go down as one of the writing greats and no matter what sort of crap life tries to throw you off the balance of your path, wheater it be family issues, school issues, job issues, etc, you are one of the smartest, intelligent, awesome, amazing and inspiring people it's been my absolute pleasure to meet and know. No matter what, Mara, just the fact that you finished TOSOT just PROVES that you will go far. Be patient, it will come.

Congradulations, Mara. You inspire me and you inspire us all. *salutes you*

And I promise that I WILL catch up on TOSOT IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO!!!!! *evil laughter*
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Ok.. maybe I didn't need to make this monolugy rant... MEH!

Anyways, sorry for the monologe, guys. And sorry if I came out too preachy.