well, that does make me feel a *little* better, but goodness gracious. Just. Wow.
So, there's this challenge I've been eyeing for next year, but I'm not sure if I want to do it. It's called the "anti-brain rot" challenge. Basically, it challenges you to interact more with what you read.
Basically, you have to "annotate" what you read. It places emphasis on the fact that annotating can be just highlighting a passage in an e-book, or writing your thoughts down about it. The session lasts 15 minutes (for the beginner option anyway), which is doable, I just feel like I never really have "thoughts" to share about a book. It also encourages you to read one essay every month, and create a critical media journal in which you write down reviews on each book you read, movie you watch, and essay you read.
My worry is that I will feel pressured to make my annotations or reviews in a certain way. Even if the only person who sees them is me. I fear I will constantly feel like I'm not doing "enough" to engage.
It could be good for me, but it could also be stressful too. l guess I fear it will take the enjoyment out of reading and make it feel more like an assignment than something I'm doing because I LIKE doing it.